February 2012
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Even though I am so over and done with you.. I just can’t help but feel like our love was just.. artificial.
I know there were times when we both knew we loved each other. But those times only took place in the beginning.. Then things just changed between us. And then the remainder of our relationship just ended up being us trying to regain those past feelings.
I loved you so much and even...
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February 24, 2012
Hi pb,
My mind has been in a much happier state every since Morris and I stopped talking. I’ve also managed to realize that many people seem to judge me a lot by the personality that I choose to show them.
I mean, just because I show you a certain side of me doesn’t mean that “side” completely makes up the whole me. It’s only a portion of my personality, you...
hi pb.
I’ve missed you.
I just wanted to let you know that I’m rather angry.
MN keeps on trying to talk to me. And it’s frustrating. But I don’t want to be a bitch, so idk.
ugh
fuck
ill blog later.
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February 15, 2012
I’m currently mentally, physically and emotionally exhausted.
Seriously,why can’t I just sleep for the rest of my life?
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February 11, 2012
The moment when you meet someone on Tumblr & think that they are a girl the whole time you’ve talked to them.
Until they post an About Me with a selca..
He’s a fucking hot asian guy.
Mind. Fucking. Fucked.
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February 10, 2012
oh dear god.
You are freaking me out right now. Please don’t say what I think you’re going to say. I don’t want to hear it! I don’t want to hear it I don’t want to hear it I don’t want to hear it
I’m not ready for that shit right now okay? Please.. just no. Please don’t make it awkward between us right now okay?
you.are.going.to.make.me.cry.
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February 09, 2012
So I’m just going to use his initials from now on since some of you may know him and shit.
So NP and I didn’t get a chance to really talk today during class since we were both too busy working. But I manage to grab the station right across from him! I got to see some of his photographs today. He’s rather shy about them because whenever I try to sneak a peak he always turns them...
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Well,
To make up for that angryish post. Here’s a happy one!
I’m actually really happy. I actually feel like I’m finally starting to grow up. And I’m actually starting to realize as to whom I’m able to trust.
After how many years we have known each other.. and after the awkward way we ended up befriending each other.. I never would’ve guessed that we would end up...
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Uffie - Pop The Glock
BAD ASS BITCH I’M...
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Mom: Why didn't you go out with him instead? He's good looking!
Me: UM. NO. Actually.. um, THAT'S A HELL NO. THAT'S A FUCKING BARF IN MY FUCKING MOUTH HELL NO. GROSS.
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February 05, 2012
You know what I fucking hate?
I hate how I don’t have a fucking group of friends. I mean I do but they are all apart of different groups. And I don’t really have that one overall group. Does that even make sense?
Like I have a fucking party group, I have a fucking asian group, I have friends that I can talk to about sentimental things and there are the friends that I can talk to...
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Omg, who would’ve thought that our relationship would turn out like this. I mean fuck I seriously never thought we’d talk to each other like…I’m speechless right now.
I have a feeling that when you get back, we are gonna get so fucked up and we are gonna end up fucking hooking up and God. Who would’ve thought that a geek like you would turn out to be such a hot...
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I’ve been having a lot of dreams about you lately. And the strange thing is that these dreams are about how much I don’t.. love you and how I don’t want to see you or want you near me..
From the dream I had today it was just a usual scene of me sleeping and you coming in to hold me. For a few seconds there, it was just as if we loved each other again but once I turned towards...
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hi internet,
I don’t really have anything to update you on besides on how schools been. And so far it has been rather good! I have managed to find at least one hot guy in each of my classes~ & the work load is nbd.
I also feel like I should practice more with digital photography because to be honest, I FEEL LIKE SUCH A NOOB. Ugh, well it shouldn’t be that hard. I just need to take my camera...
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January 2012
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Watching Filipino Dramas
Me: Oh my god this guy is such a fucking douche. Typical Filipino.
*New guy comes in*
Me: DAMNNNNN THIS GUY'S HELLLA CUTE. WHAT THE FUCK. WHY CAN'T FILIPINO GUYS HERE LOOK LIKE THAT.
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Excited
Heh heh. So photography class just got very exciting for me. The intermediate kids were in the processing room today and we ended up having two new guys in our class (since most of the intermediate kids were from last semester..therefore new to us) & they just all happened to be from MHS LOL.
& one of the guys ended up being one of my hot guys from high school. Okay well, he’s not...
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omgomgomg
So one of my hot guys from Freshman year of high school is in my photography class. He’s Filipino but he’s one of my exceptions.
This is going to be a fun~
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Hot Guy Update: Day 2
I’M TOO STRESSED TO THINK ABOUT HOT GUYS RIGHT NOW. BUT I KNOW THERE WAS A HOT WHITE GUY IN MY ANTHRO CLASS TODAY. I DON’T REMEMBER. TOOOOO STRESSED & ALL MY MONEY IS GONE AND I HAVE TO BUY LIKE 50 FUCKING ROLLS OF FILM RIGHT NOW AND I’M JUST GONNA CRY OKAY? OKAY.
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Homework Schedule!
Read Photoshit
Do English Terms
Watch Photoshit
Write English Shit
WHY THE FUCK DO WE HAVE TO READ FOR PHOTOGRAPHY. ON TOP OF 4 ROLLS OF FILM AND 10 PRINTS EVERY 2 FUCKING WEEKS. UGH OH MY FUCKING GOD. MY MONEYYYYY~
& I’m taking his digital class too. Ugh,my life.
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Hot Guy Update: Day 1
Photography:
A total of one Asian guy. Nice style. Okay hair, okay face. Only letdown. MAJOR FOB.
Average: B-
Speech:
Good looking Asian/Filipino. Race still to be determined. Totally not my type. Had no hair. But I really liked his face, he has a nice voice & smile.
Average: I’ll be nice. C+
When all hope was lost.. SAW MAJOR HOT GUY WHILE I WAS WALKING TO MY CAR
Asian....
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GAHHH
Can’t sleep. Too many hot Asian guys on my mind.
GOD WHY ARE THEY ALL I THINK ABOUT.
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Dear Ohlone
I beg of you please provide me with at least one hot asian guy. Hell, I’m even fine with one hot white guy. Just please gimme something this semester.
Please? please omg please :(
I’M EVEN DOWN FOR A HOT GIRL AIGHT? JUST.. SOMETHING OKAY?
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school tomorrow..
I pray for hot guys~
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I pretty much confessed all the uncertain feelings I had about you to my friend the other day while we were shopping. But the thing is.. I rarely see you and I still can’t determine what it is that I’m feeling.
But whenever I do see you.. I get nervous & I don’t know what I should say or how I should act. And I just never get this way.. Everything about us just confuses me....
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OMGWHYDOIFEELLIKEYOU’REJUSTTRYINGTOGETINTOMYPANTSRIGHTNOWLOL.
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More Cheesy Shit
I think that if you really love someone.. I think it’s best to not be/get with them. That way you’ll have a higher chance of loving them forever. That way.. they’d really be the love of your life.
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Err
Why do I kind of feel like you’ve been slightly attracted to me now ever since you’ve found out I’ve been single.
You’ve been kinda saying some weird things to me lately & looking at me weird.
Or maybe I’m just over thinking things…. yeah. Let’s just go with that.
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Blah
okay. Just because you have a camera doesn’t make you a photographer. I don’t fucking care how expensive your camera is or how many pictures you take. If you just take your photographs without feeling, then you just need to shut up and get out of my face aight?
& just so you know most photographers are rather egotistical so sorry. I can’t help my bitchiness.
But really. Get...
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Uh...
Is it just me or are little girls just looking sluttier and sluttier.
I mean seriously. Girl, what is wrong with you. Where is yo mama.
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HAHAHA OMG THIS GIRL
She hella reminds me of me when I was a fresh/sophomore in high school.
Let me tell you a quick story.
So during my freshman year in high school.. There was this hot asian guy with some sexy ass hair that I just couldn’t resist omg. It was just so beautiful, I wanted it all~ But he was a senior and I was just a dweeb freshman so during that whole year I would nonchalantly follow him around...
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Currently Watching: A Little Thing Called Love
First Reaction: HOLY CRAP. WHY ARE THAI GUYS SO HOT. OMG. WTF
Unfollowed?
I’m going to start unfollowing people on this blog so if you have unfollowr or something and creep up on me wondering why I unfollowed you..
It’s not you. It’s me. I just ended up loosing interest, sorry.
I’m so mediocre. It’s not even funny anymore.
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ugh
I guess I’m starting to reblog on here now. Oh well, gonna watch some anime now.
Toodles~
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I hate titles.
I don’t really have anything interesting to talk about today. Nothing hasn’t really been on my mind either besides the fact that I really like hot asian guys okay? And maybe some white guys.
I reek of medicine right now
& I feel rather exhausted.
Where the hell is all my energy going?
Why do people say that I look cute in ugly clothes? Compliment? Insulting? Irony.
Since when...
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hi internet,
I’m starting school on Monday.. whooptedoo.
I need new pants & new shoes
My digestive system has been icky since yesterday
You probably didn’t need to know that, but its okay
So uh, my sister’s “married” now. But seriously? Who gives a fuck about her these days
I need more Kpop friends
Did I ever mention to you how much I love strawberries?
Why is it...
my blog is boring……okay.
gahhhhh~
I’m such a sucker for “I’m in love with my best friend” storylines!
GAHHHH SO CUTE AOMGOMGOAMG